Friday, December 30, 2011

We Move to Rantucky


Am at the Duplex in Rantoul, moving day 2005

So it was that Amethyst and I moved to the little town of Rantoul. Rantoul is some 16 miles North of Champaign-Urbana. It was the home of the Chanute Air Force Base until Cap Weinberger closed it down during the Regan years. It has a poor reputation among the local towns. While it can be faulted for shortsightedness and impoverishment, its reputation has more to do with subtle misperceptions. The commute to Urbana is easy. The rents are relatively low. Del and I had been thinking of shacking up, setting up house. I rejected moving into her townhouse, so I rented a duplex in the same community. In the late spring of 2006, I packed everything up and moved it all up to “Rantucky.”

Amethyst loved the duplex from the start. Most importantly to a cat, the outside world was right outside the front door. The surroundings were grassy and quiet. There were trees with birds. There were mice and other rodents. There were plenty of squirrels. These were all creatures with which Amethyst had long ago cut a deal of some feline sort, but nevertheless their presence may have reassured her. They certainly were not reassured by her presence. The birds and squirrels kept up an abusive sounding chatter whenever Amethyst was outside sunning. Amethyst also liked the layout of the place. There were three levels, all accessible via a short stairway. She had the run of the place. She had litter boxes and food on two levels. For scratching entertainment, she chose to work her claws out on the lowest stair to the upper level. The shag of the carpet was so thick that the damage she did was minimal.

For the first time, I really noticed Amethyst’s age catching up to her. She was still a 10- pound cat with all of her senses and claws, but she had a much-diminished interest in play. She would still chase the leather-tasseled string, but only for a short time and under certain limited conditions. She preferred it if she did not have to move all that much. Now we slept in Del’s big bed, with an actual frame and box spring, instead of my now discarded mattress that had lain directly on the floor. After a few tries, it was clear that Amethyst could not jump up on it, though she wanted to. We saw her fall a few times in the attempt. I found a cardboard box, covered it with a small folded piece of fabric, and set it up as a jump up. Eventually, she had jump ups to the couch as well. For this reason, she was deemed a low escape risk. She went out accompanied. She mostly liked to find a sunny spot and lie upside down there. She was cute for a moment, but as boring to watch over the long haul as a clothes dryer.

She was so sedate that on a few occasions, Del got busy with gardening, crocheting, or talking on the phone and let Amethyst’s presence slip from her mind. Sometimes that first summer in Rantoul, the sun would slip down on that peaceful scene unawares. Amethyst the cat was always aware, however. In the evenings, the feline mind turns full-force to the hunt. I can imagine that the creatures that lurked low profile by day emerged at dusk and their scents worked their way by her nose. So she went to have a look see. It was well after dark by the time I got to around to asking, “Sweetie, have you seen the cat?” A search commenced. In the dark, Amethyst’s colors were surprisingly hard to see. We reckoned, correctly, that she could not have gone all that far. She was over at the other side of the duplex, our neighbors’ side, sniffing around in their cellar stairway. On another occasion, Del reported that she had made it across the road and was working her way down the opposite sidewalk. Her method was to make some tracks and then pause for a rest. After these incidents, we kept a much closer watch on her when she was out.
Amethyst, outside at 1423 Southpoint Drive
And by the way, it was only after Amethyst’s death that I began web research on adopting cats and thus discovered the general prohibition of shelters and vets aimed at keeping companion animals strictly indoors or on a leash. I can certainly, in light of my experiences with the geriatric warrior that was in my care for the seven years, understand the danger of letting a cat outside. I can willingly comply, and in good conscience endorse the practice of containment as responsible pet ownership. But the cat I had was raised as an indoor/outdoor cat. According to her original owner, she had found her neglect intolerable. At a certain point not too long before I took over her care, she went walkabout. Siamese cats are sociable and bond with their humans. In a situation where this bond is shaken or becomes broken completely, these cats will often rebel in various ways. Some quit eating and decline. Amethyst took a long sojourn. She was spotted some time after having gone missing, prowling around quite far from her original territory. She stopped in her tracks when called by name. She allowed recapture and reintegration into the household, but she had been shaven on one side. The events that lead to this state of affairs will always be a mystery. I developed the speculation that she had been injured, rescued, given veterinary care, and then, before the fur had re-grown from her vetting, had escaped again. Other, more sinister tales of her ‘years of pilgrimage’ -- and it may have merely been months or weeks -- can be postulated. I always wondered what scars existed under her fur. Nevertheless, Amethyst expected to be able to get out, and I did not immediately question her expectation. She had lived a hard life, and she’d emerged brilliant and beautiful. I felt, and still feel, that I owed her that pleasure. We were lucky. No harm came of her short rambles while in our care. We made sure, of course, that she got the attention that she needed. She was the perfect companion animal for us in so many ways. It would have been inhumane not to accord her the respect she deserved in the service of a well meaning, but from this animal’s perspective, completely arbitrary limitation of freedom. There were real limits to her freedom, not the least of which were imposed by her age and her ability to move.
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